Monday, March 14, 2011

My first post of 2011

Oh my dear friends, where have I been? 
First, let me say I have been on a very strong antibiotic regime for my ongoing Lyme Disease. At first it wasn't so bad, but here it is mid-March and I haven't written one blog entry. The meds seem to take all of my energy and there is little left for other.
"Other" meaning things I love, things I care about and keeping up with anything that isn't on my A list.
I've learned what chronic illness is about.  It's a take away game, where as time goes by there is less and less of who you thought you were. 
I forget...
I put off until tomorrow or the next day or week or...
I watch all of the swirling energy of the people in my life and wish...

One wonderful thing I have done is participate in The Brave Girl's Soul Restoration.  That was fun and inspiring. Ms. Melody Ross and all the Brave Girls were fantastic! It felt like a way back to who I am, and in some ways it was. The most useful part of the 6 week internet course was what I discovered about my life right now-
I gave up on myself.
That's right, I forgot, put off and stared so long I had completely given up on myself. 

So here we are and I am back to my blog- Yipee!
I am also back making jewelry.  Happy jewelry with art glass and silver and colorful sparkly things. I will be sharing those soon.

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